clearing things up
I was meant to write this long ago but I wasnt in the right mind to do so .
hi , hello , yes , the allegations are true , I’m an alt account of an anti .
before I provide my case I wanna set some boundaries I hope will be respected :
- please do not search for my main , if you found it , do not share it around and leave me alone
- you are completely okay to use any flags or terms I made . even though they were made for stuff we didnt believe in , the flags did have effort put into them and I have a feeling they will be “ reclaimed ” whether I consent to it or not anyway
- do not harass any antis over this , we were a small bunch of mentally unwell beings doing stuff I now realize is wrong , even though I dont find ourselves completely at fault
that being said , I ’ d like to clarify I never had any bad intentions with this blog , not in it’s creation , not in it’s further use , not when we decided to make them into a “ bait ” group chat
this blog was created because I wanted to see what the radqueer community was like before deciding to hate on them , along with soothing my OCD which convinced me I was bad because I wasn’t “ inclusionary enough ” , in which the former has got me in a lot of trouble beforehand , in conservative , fascist , and truscum spaces , too . and I should have picked up the clues that maybe trying something out before deciding I dont like it may not always be the safest , especially when other people *cough*andhackermolesinyourfriendgroupspyingonyoupretendingtobeyourfriendinsteadoftalkingitoutlikeanormalbeing*cough* are involved
as to why I resumed using it , I am … not sure ? attention ? a sense of superiority ? a feeling of belonging even if its with people you hate ? it was likely a way of self harm , which wasnt fair for neither me nor the radqueers that interacted with me
the small group chat I joined as a group activity between friends , that I couldnt manage to find anything wrong with at the time . a dear mutual came up to me letting me know they ’ d made a “ bait ” ( using very loosely here bc they werent trying to bait anyone ) account, and Id ask to be fake – moots since I already had a blog for it , in which I got invited to a small group chat regarding it . it was like undercover roleplay , I was already good at it , I found it fun , even if it was for a day or 2 . but again , I realize this isnt fair for the radqueers who did not consent ( ha, as if some of u care abt that , but yk ) to be involved with this
this blog will remain up for an indeterminent amount of time ( will likely be a little over a week ) , feel free to archive anything you ’ d want or need to in the meantime .
I will also answer good faith questions I find non – personal , should any of you have them
Text from screenshot: devilradz responding to office-vampire, “This blog (or the previous one, angelradz) existed for longer than my anti blog, though I was an (although uninvolved) anti before that because the community I was involved in was predominantly anti rq. I got curious and wanted to learn what the fuss was about. And I genuinely just wanted a sense of belonging in a group activity. In the context of the group chat. Thank you for being polite.”