You are allowed to transtion to your transabled identities.
You are allowed to transtion to your transtrauma identities.
You are allowed to transtion to your transharmed identities.
You are in control of your life. Transtion if you want.
Be safe, of course. Make sure your doing so in a way that does not come with any unintended risks. Make sure you have a good amount of information about your transtion method. Make sure you have consent if anybody else is helping you transtion. Make sure you are sure before making any permanant decisions.
But if you’ve done all that, go ahead. It doesn’t matter if it “harms” you, it your life, live it how you want. You don’t have to transtion of course, but it’s perfectly okay if you want to.