90sgerman:

TransSpeedBalling

A transid where someone believes that they should be speed balling or have speed balled, for whatever reason.

PermaSpeedBalling

A transid where someone believes that they should be permanently speed balling, for whatever reason.

What is speedballing

Context: Speedballing refers to the act of mixing and using a stimulant, typically cocaine, with a depressant, usually heroin, often by injection.